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Tuesday, 16 September 2003

~>>Happy 6 moth Anni Babi!!! yahh!!! half year!<<~ Its being half year now, time goes by so fast, but i wish i could spend more time with mah babi ... =[ he live so far away and i have so lil chance to c him ... *sniffz* lol its funny to think about the past ... xD We alwayz argue and get mad at each other for stupid lil things (almost every single day) ... but at the end of the day .. one of us ALWAYS say sorri and everythin ish ok ... lolz thats stupid x_X but the fights made me realize thats how a perfect couple should b, get to knoe each other more ... I wish i can marry my baby now and live with him so i dont have to miss him so much everynite -.-' hehe I love you baby! alwayz n forever!

Poem When I'm feeling sad and blue
I close my eyes and think of you.
About something you said or something you would do,
those little things that made you, you.

I can hear your laughter,
I can visualize your smile.
Although these are simple things,
they make my life worth while.

Somehow you always knew how I felt,
sometimes better than I.
You knew all my ups and downs,
without a reason why.

You were always there for me,
you held me up when I was destined to fall.
Your strength became my strength,
you were my everything when I had nothing at all.

Yes, I close my eyes
and I think of you.
In my heart and in my life
forever, you. -[[Dedicated to mah babyduckie]]-

A pix i made few month ago =]

Monday, 01 September 2003

Im so crazy in love wif yOo ... hehe

*-=[[Dream-Girl]]=-* ish bak! ^.^ with a new layout!!! woohooo lazyass ish updatin again! Wow havent update for the whole summer ... well this will b a long entry, so sit bak relax and DONT fall asleep zZzZz ... lolz ... Like da flash on top??? =] i jus learned to how to make flash ... thats my first one special thanx to Will who helped me on my flash hehehe ...
Skool is openin in 2 dayz!!! OMG!! im not readii for skool yet >.< grrrz ... I being csing alot this summer xD I mostly plays on {Rabid} and my name .. of course ... ish *-=[[Dream-Girl]]=-* ... as u can c its posted everywhere on the page LOL .. workin all summer is BORING AS HELL!!! no fun at all ... but the best thing ish i get to spend most of the summa time with my babii ... heheh. Todai ish labor day and i gotta go work later sucks! no feelin well and wanna stay home!
LOL todai baby ish so crazy xD ... he keep makin fun of me ='[ and pickin on me!!! so not fair!!! i wanna go over his house and kick his ass and make him say sorri to meeh!!! lolz but he live too far away -.-' ILL GET CHU BAK! some1 *ahem* told me most boys loose their virginity in college ... is that true baby????? lol i swear if u ever cheat on me ill shoot ur [beep] off ... LOL jk jkz xD ... heard that somewhere .. forgot hehe. oOok im gettin tired and baby keep buggin me and tellin me to sleep ::Sigh:: actin like my momi! lolz gonna go sleep now ... nitez pplz swt dreamz =]

This is so true: Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. The brightest future will alwayz be based on a forgotten past, u cant go on well in lyfe until u let go of ur past failures and heartaches. When u were born, u wre cryin and every1 around u was smiling. Live ur lyfe so dat when u die, u are the one who is smilin and every1 around u is cryin ..

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOoO MUCH!!!
o3.16.o3 together forever
hope we can spend our half yr anni together baby =] (o9.16.o3) REMEMBER! hehehe luv u

P.S. PPLZ!!! dooo me a favor plzz??? lol go to Will's Xanga and leave him mad propz! plzzz =] heheh .... thank u ^.^

Wednesday, 16 July 2003

Happy 4 Month Anni to Me and mah Babyduckie!!!
hehe .. todai baby came to visit me ^.^ yah yah! finally we spend this special day 2gether!

This mornin king cheung called me and woke me up! then couldnt go bak to sleep and start to make layout for mah xanga .. eheh later he came to visit me and asked me to go eat pizza with him .. LOL he so nice =] i made him excercise .. lol Later baby came ... we didnt have any plans for this special day ... no where to go so we jus stayed home >.< i was being a bitch todai (sorri babi) ... alwayz yell at him and gettin mad .. but me didnt mean it .. realli .. i love u ... jus hope next month will be betta

My Thoughts: Sometimes ppl come into ur lyfe and u knoe rite away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach u a lesson, or to help u figure out who u are or who u want to become. You never knoe who these ppl may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, long lost friend, LOVER, or even a complete stranger) but when u lock eyes with them, u knoe at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to u that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcomin those obstacles u would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

*-=[[Dream-Girl]]=-*(>'.')><('.'<)*-=[[Dream-Boi]]=-*

Saturday, 05 July 2003

Happy Bday to MEE!!! SWEET 16!!!
me gettin old ... lol
[[Edit 1:30 a.M.]] - July 6th
Well ... my sweet 16 ended so fast ... my family didnt celebrate my birthday with me they said they onli gonna celebrate my 20th .. 30th .. blah blah :sighz: .. but ish okiez ... i get to spend time with my lovely friendz ... hehehe.
Todai mornin, i went to work at 9 o'clock, and got off at 5 ... then went to sista tiff's house to eat spring rolls made by anh da cornyman and steven my baby ... lol it taste so good ^.^ poopie went too ... LOL it was so funni how some boys *ahem* make HUGE spring rolls and ugly ones ... heheh. THen we were plannin to go movies but the stupid traffic made us late ... so we went to tilton instead ... it was fun but so freakin HOT ... x_X ... then drove mushi home and went bak to tiffy house ... played cs again lol .. me jus love that game now ... and later i fell asleep next to mah baby .. hehehe then da alarm clock woke me up and i had to go home .. ::sighz:: dont wanna leave my baby *sniffz* ... but ish okiez ... i dont wanna see his face every sec anyway ... make me SICK!!! LOL jk jkz ... me love u!!!
LOL ... so funni how some pplz that i didnt expect them to remember my birthday actually remembered!!! *ahem ahem* ... hehehe ... me had fun ... i get to spend time with my baby ish enough for me muahahha ... Thanx 2 all my friends who rememebered my bday and gave me cutie gifts and money ^.^ hehehe ... MUAHHH!!! love u guys ...
Sing with Me ...
Happy Birthday to U!!!
Happy Birthday to U!!!
Happy Birthday to MARY!!!
Happy Birthday to U!!!
Me Love YOU!!!
heehe jkz ...

Monday, 16 June 2003

Happy Three Month Anni Baby!!!
Todai ish me n mah baby's three month anniversary .. too bad i cant spend this special day with him *sniffz* I wish he was next to me rite now ... i miss him SO MUCH ... all i can do now ish wait till the day that i can c my baby ^.^ 2 more dayz, hehe. Skool is almost over ... finals starts on wednesday >.< mann ... SUMMER ISH HERE SOON!!! (my bday ish near too me gettin old!) I hope my baby will be with me da whole summer ... it will be so boring without him near me (hehe i knoe im selfish) ... hmm ... nothin else to write about ...
PS: I LOVE YOU BABY DUCKIE ... my love for u will never change ... love u alwayz -n- 4ever ... u means everythin to me ... without u my lyfe would be empty and meaningless ... Mary -n- Steven 2gether 4eternity
Poem of the day if kisses were water, i'd give u the sea;
if hugs were leaves, i'd give u the tree;
if love were time ... sweetheart, i'd give u eternity
Thoughts of the day: There are moments in lyfe when u miss some1 that u just want to pick them from ur dreams and hug them for real ... Hope you'll dream of that special someone (I got mah baby to dream of ... hehe) Dream wat u want to dream, go where u want to go, be wat u want to be, becuz u have onli ONE lyfe and ONE chance to do all the things u want to do. Alwayz put urself in others-shoes. If u feel that it hurts u, it probably hurts the person other person too. A carelesss word may kindle strife, a cruel word may wreck a lyfe, a timely word may level stress, a lovin word may heal and bless. The happiest of ppl dont necessarily hav the best of everythin, they jus make the most of everythin that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have cried, for only they can appreciate the importance of ppl who have touched their lives.